Testify to love

2010-07-03T15:15:00.002+08:00

I guess this is it. (for now) As I don't think I have any thoughts to continue on this blog. This blog will be collecting dust as of now to don't know when.

See ya!

2010-06-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

wow. Been so long since I blogged. well I guess now a days not much people actually read blogs. Ha anyway.

Thank GOD for HIS love (=

It's really amazing. (=

Trust me. Taste it to SEE it people (=

HAHA Short post. See ya (=

2010-04-24T00:37:00.001+08:00

There are two kinds of people: those who say to God, "Thy will be done," and those to whom God says, "All right, then, have it your way."
C.S. Lewis Quotes

Man,why do I most of the time end out as the second kind of Christian when I from the start aim to be the first one?

2010-04-14T10:09:00.002+08:00

So if you ask me what has been going on in my life, well it's been really alot alot alot of ups and down but still through the process of knowing GOD more and finding my identity in GOD.

*Today's post will be very random.

Been reading the word of GOD each day more..I am really amazed that even Old Testament makes so much sense as the New Testament. It was really amazing to SEE GOD used history to tell of the plan HE has got for mankind to come to know HIM through JESUS.

Been reading 1 and 2 Chronicles, I can only sum up with two things,

1; GOD is faithful to His people and keeps His promises .

2;Obedience brings blessing; disobedience brings judgment!

Judgement from GOD may not be GOD bringing something bad upon you although yes HE did that sometimes. But rather from some of the events i've read is GOD just hand Israel over to the results of their Disobedience,because GOD is not helping them anymore so that's why the enemy have got the chance to jump on them.

However as GOD had promised Solomon after Solomon dedicated the Temple to GOD..

2 Chronicles 7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

GOD is still loving even when we have sin.

Amazing aint it?

So like how GOD asked Moses...Blessing or Curse...Blessing comes from GOD because HE loves us and all we have to do is obey in response to HIS awesome grace and love and turn from our sinful ways. Curse..Will be just a result of our disobedient and trusting in our own pride.

Which one will you chose today?

2010-04-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Jesus Lord of heaven, oh I do not deserve

the grace that you have given, and the promise of Your word
Lord I stand in wonder, of the sacrifice You made
Mercy beyond measure, my debt You freely paid
Chorus:

Your love is deeper, than any ocean higher

than the heavens reaches, beyond the stars in the sky
Jesus Your love has no bounds
Jesus Your love has no bounds
Jesus Your love has no bounds
Jesus Your love has no bounds

2010-03-30T11:20:00.000+08:00

start reposting :)

2010-02-28T11:52:00.003+08:00

LORD i trust that YOU will bring me through this week and help me to do well for all my papers. I need YOUR strength and I stand firm on YOUR promise that YOU will always be with us and YOUR strength is always perfect. Even when our strength is gone.

Thank YOU LORD,

Amen

2010-02-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

HIS strength is perfect, when our strength is gone

2010-02-19T19:44:00.001+08:00

(= trusting GOD to bring me through for the coming exams (=

2010-01-25T11:09:00.001+08:00

give me words to speak LORD. Just don't let my spirit sleep...

2010-01-12T21:28:00.002+08:00

thank you LORD. It's been really a tough tough weeks. Infact since the start of the year. Everything just seem to fall down. It was untill tonight where I finally met GOD in the evening parting sky it was after the rain. It was just so beautiful. I stood there and was touched by it that I can't help by cried and praise GOD.

today I saw GOD's wonderful love and glory (:

That's all i can say.

2010-01-11T19:32:00.001+08:00

When other helpers fail and comforts flee, Help of the helpless, O abide with me

2010-01-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

Day by day
Day by day
Oh dear Lord
Three things I pray
To see thee more clearly
Love thee more dearly
Follow thee more nearly
Taken from song 'Day By Day' of Godspell

2010-01-02T22:10:00.001+08:00

The things that I love and hold dear to my heart
Are just borrowed they're not mine at all
Jesus only let me use them to brighten my light
So remind, me remind me dear Lord

Roll back the curtain of memory now and then
Show me where you brought me from
And where I could have been
Remember I'm human, and humans forget
So remind me, remind me dear Lord

Nothing good have I done to deserve God's own Son
I'm not worthy of the scars in his hands
Yet he chose the road to Calvary to die in my stead
Why he loved me I can't understand

Roll back the curtain of memory now and then
Show me where you brought me from
And where I could have been
Remember I'm human, and humans forget
So remind me, remind me dear Lord

So remind me, remind me dear Lord

"happy new year (="

2009-12-26T17:53:00.004+08:00

What Joel said; Wherever we are is really by GOD's timing alone.

How true. I would dare to affirm this by saying that if I did not go through life this way I would not have known GOD the way I am now. Maybe I may still know and grow in GOD. But hey, this is GOD's plan, HE knew the best. HE knew in this way that I went through life I will know HIM more and become plan of what HE planned me to be in HIM. In short, HE knew the very best.

And what else to say that I am really thankful to GOD for my life, whatever joy/pain I went through. HE was and still is faithful. Nothing is by mistake. (:

But looking back and reflect makes me come to knowing that I need GOD in my life even more. I need HIM every moment.(:

Thank YOU GOD (: Thank YOU for giving YOURself on the cross and changing me to what you made me to be. In YOUR image.

Jesus I need You
As Lord of my life
I give all I have unto You
Lord I want to come
Under Your heavenly hand
And to praise You in all that I do

2009-12-21T12:56:00.002+08:00

Father I thank You
For all that You've done
You gave Your Son freely for me
And I praise You for calling me
Drawing me near
Out of blindness
You caused me to see

Verse 2:
Spirit of life
You are God's holy fire
You've kindled my heart with Your blaze
And I know You're refining me
Changing my life
And by faith You're revealing Your ways

Verse 3:
Jesus I need You
As Lord of my life
I give all I have unto You
Lord I want to come
Under Your heavenly hand
And to praise You in all that I do

GOD may you show me more of YOUR love and help make me more like YOU and for YOUR glory. SPIRIT I pray that YOU will help me and give me the strength to make choices not base on my human emotions or wisdom but my choice will be make in YOU. JESUS I need you and to really learn to follow YOUR example to obey the FATHER and praise YOU in all that I do

2009-12-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

Graham and Serene's Wedding. It was a simple but yet beautiful wedding! (: Everything just pass like a dream. Can't believe these two that I've known for so many years (I was p6, they were j2) are married! Graham was and is still someone I looked up to as a brother,leader,mentor. Serene is like a sister to me and she's very nice to talk to. She's one of the most caring person I know (:

Thank GOD for bringing them together and now they are finally married (: THANK GOD (:

Ivan shared a very simple message one thing that caught my ears. "We are married to CHRIST first (:"

Yup. Am tired. Short update.

Thank GOD (: and congrats Mr and Mrs Choo (:

2009-12-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

But the voice of truth tells me a different story

And the voice of truth says "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth~ From parts of the song "Voice Of Truth" Casting Crowns.

Well it's really been a tough week. But i would say. Worth going through week. It was tough on me. Feeling really alone in this fight (Mid sem test) Voices of anger,pain,hurts storms in esp when I am so tired. But when finally I am still enough. I hear the gentle voice telling me "Don't be scared. Trust ME. I am GOD. I am here."

"My heart sings for joy! O my LORD, my GOD! YOU have been so good to me and YOU have loved me still, even when I am so far. I praise YOU! For YOUR voice are unlike those "other voices that is telling me that I am weak and giving me nothing but hopelessness,distrust,reminding of my hurts from the past" YOUR voice comes in a still small voice that is always encouraging and giving me hope and strength and courage! YOUR voice reminded me too that I must trust YOU and that YOU believed in me. O LORD, it is because YOU BELIEVE, that is why I can do it in YOU and WITH YOU! I Love my dear FATHER GOD, Without YOU ,YOUR SON JESUS & the gentle SPIRIT. I will never have come this far and finding so much hope in YOU. Thank YOU LORD!"

Amen~!

Last paper tomorrow!

LORD THIS IS FOR YOUR GLORY! (:

2009-12-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

It's really hard this sem. I am doing pretty well for my papers. But why is my heart so heavy and downcast? But nevertheless I will praise GOD with all my heart and strength. I will still love HIM more. I will still push on for HIM. I will still trust that HE is my strength that lead me thus far. and HE will keep leading me on. Even when I am tired,stress,finding no meaning in this rush of test. GOD will be my strength. I will go on. Even in the storm I will ride on. HE is my GOD,my best friend. (:

2009-12-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

What a great start! woo. 4 more to go! 1 really really hard one tomorrow and the rest. Will be much more easy. GOD's grace GOD's grace!!! RWAR!

2009-12-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

Tired of studying. So much to cover for Mid sem test along. Part of me were asking what have I been doing for the past 7 weeks? But it's not that bad. i am finishing up most of the module for the test.

Tired it's better to push on right? Than to fall.

But i say. Tired. Better pray for more strength and hold on to GOD.

2009-12-01T19:01:00.002+08:00

I just realized what a selfish person am i. The LORD reminded me that it is reality that there ARE people suffering all there. All broken in life.

To those people whoever you are. I am sorry. I don't have the answers to your questions of why is GOD allowing this.

but one thing I can assure you.

I believe always, always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all hope is gone
God knows our pain and his promise remains
He will be with you always

Friend, I don’t know where you are and I don’t know where you’ve been
Maybe you’re fighting for your life or just about to throw the towel in
But if you’re crying out for mercy, if there’s no hope left at all
If you’ve given everything you’ve got and you’re still about to fall
Well hold on, hold on, hold on, cause

I believe always, always
Our savior never fails
Even when all faith is gone
God knows our pain and his promise remains
Always, always, He will be with you always~ From parts of the song "always" By building 429

2009-11-30T23:16:00.003+08:00

I am still amazed that GOD only asked of us to be still and know that HE is GOD. No. GOD is not just telling asking us to RUN escape from the world as much as you can. But rather GOD is trying to say look I am GOD be still trust me, I know what is best for this.

No matter how you feeling today..Tired,pain,joyful,worried,stressful. Be still and know that HE is GOD. HE knows what is best. The problem may not be gone right away. But rather when you be still, you will know that GOD is GOD. Your strength will come from HIM. You will go in HIS grace. (:

Be still. Are you still enough for today? Cause when you're so busy worrying or walking. You cannot SEE (:

Something for us to think about (:

Good day.

2009-11-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

But in my mind’s eye I can see a place
Where Your glory fills every empty space.
All the cancer is gone,
Every mouth is fed,
And there’s no one left in the orphans’ bed.
Every lonely heart finds their one true love,
And there’s no more goodbye,
And no more not enough,
And there’s no more enemy.

2009-11-24T22:57:00.004+08:00

As i was sitting in the library today reflecting on GOD's goodness. HIS love and promises.

I can't help but thank HIM for being so faithful in everything even when I had little faith to believe in HIM at times. It leaves me to learn this point (By the hard way) that GOD is faithful still even when we were faithless and even unfaithful.

Another thing I was reminded is the eight beatitudes of JESUS. *Matthew 5:3-10

The point that caught my eyes and thought the most are

"Blessed are those who thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied."

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall SEE GOD"

By this passage alone I am reminded of the goodness of our LORD.

Our FATHER is always willing to show us and bless us with some much!

(No, I am not talking about prosperity gospel)

But GOD is always willing to show us so much more of HIMSELF and HIS love.

HE want us to take and know what is it to be loved by HIM.

HE wants us to know and trust that HE is a GOD who has great plans for us.

The question is are we willing to throw down everything and just be still and receive from HIM?

"Taste and SEE that the LORD is good"

This verse reminded me again by the event that took place at the well.

JESUS and the Samaritan woman. JESUS asked the woman if she's willing to receive

the living water. JESUS is always asking people if they are willing to receive.

and all that is needed is not much, but your faith and all.

My all? You may ask. Is it too much?

I would say GOD will never ask you to give till you cannot take it.

So to end off. I shall end with this quote.

"If Jesus Christ be God and died for me, then no sacrifice can be too great for me to make for Him." -- C.T. Studd.

Have a great day (:

Till next time

A redeemed,A son,A bride of GOD.

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-11-22T12:17:00.002+08:00

Ah choo. Okay woo. Okay I know that I've been a really bad blogger and I've never given a really good and solid update. All i've been blogging is parts. So yup today I am going to give a really good and solid update. First of all, the reason i've not been blogging updates up my life is due to the reason that I am keeping a quiet time book where I write my thought and my walk with GOD in it everyday. So unknowingly I wrote my daily life,thoughts as well as my walk with daddy GOD in it.

yup yup.

Can't believe since camp united in CHRIST ended, my life had changed so much. I am more affirmed of my purpose and my place in CHRIST JESUS. And I've been walking with HIM alot more. I started to wondered what have I been doing all these years? But GOD's grace took me back and brought me right with HIM again. (: Not to forget my crazy brothers and sisters in CF that encouraged and walk together with me.

School started. It is tough. So many things to be done and I've five modules that needs to go through exam. Five formal lab reports to write. Sounds nuts. But thank GOD. I am coping well by HIS grace. I understood what was going on in lectures so I don't really have a hard time mugging for those modules. But nevertheless time is really the big challenge. I will shine and do well for HIS purpose and glory(:

My life, to be really honest with you. Even though I said my walk with GOD has been constant but that does not mean I am already 100% perfect. There are still times when I feel dry and down. Even to the extent of not having strength to pray to HIM and for others. But I really thank GOD though my faith at those times in HIM were not 100% but HIS love and grace still pulled me through. HE is really the faithful one (: I love HIM so much.

And oh well. The sweetest blessing had finally came to my life. (: All these many years of praying and waiting for the LORD to bring it, these years of searching and finding. Through the disappointment,pain,tears. But joy in knowing GOD more and praising HIM now. GOD really blessed the broken road that led me to...(: Not telling for now. Stay tune.

Ultimately. It's really the process of loving GOD and knowing HIM so much better (:

I don't know what will the road ahead be. But I have no fear. Cause be it in the future when I have full faith or not. I will still trust and let GOD teach. Cause I know I am not alone (: and GOD is faithful no matter what and how I am. That's what GREAT is GOD's love (:

Even way so much greater than the words spoken from my mouth about how great is HIS love (:

Till next time

A redeemed,A son,A bride of GOD.

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-11-06T14:40:00.000+08:00

All the way my Savior leads me,
What have I to ask beside?
Can I doubt His tender mercy,
Who through life has been my Guide?
Heav’nly peace, divinest comfort,
Here by faith in Him to dwell!
For I know, whate’er befall me,
Jesus doeth all things well;
For I know, whate’er befall me,
Jesus doeth all things well.
All the way my Savior leads me,
Cheers each winding path I tread,
Gives me grace for every trial,
Feeds me with the living Bread.
Though my weary steps may falter
And my soul athirst may be,
Gushing from the Rock before me,
Lo! A spring of joy I see;
Gushing from the Rock before me,
Lo! A spring of joy I see.
All the way my Savior leads me,
Oh, the fullness of His love!
Perfect rest to me is promised
In my Father’s house above.
When my spirit, clothed immortal,
Wings its flight to realms of day
This my song through endless ages:
Jesus led me all the way;
This my song through endless ages:
Jesus led me all the way.

2009-10-29T00:54:00.003+08:00

With too much rain
We're trapped in a world
That's troubled with pain
But as long as a man
Has the strength to dream
He can redeem his soul and fly

Deep in my heart there's a trembling question
Still I am sure that the answer gonna come somehow
Out there in the dark, there's a beckoning candle
And while I can think, while I can talk
While I can stand, while I can walk
While I can dream, please let my dream
Come true, right now
Let it come true right now
Oh yeah

2009-10-15T09:25:00.003+08:00

Give me JESUS (:

Thank you JESUS, for a great and wonderful rest during the hols. I am ready for school once again! :D

My life has been good (: By GOD's grace. Cause I am walking with HIM daily and HE is showing and teaching me really amazing things. Though things are hard at times.

But no matter what (: JESUS is the same,yesterday,today,forever. (:

Thank YOU GOD for this wonderful morning (:

2009-10-09T12:32:00.001+08:00

LORD JESUS, may you bring peace to this world that is in some much pain and sorrow. I pray for YOUR people to rise up! And bring peace and YOUR light to shine in this hour of darkness!

Amen

2009-10-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

Come thou fount of every blessing.

For those who know or don't know this hymn was written by Robert Robinson.

Although I don't know much about what happened to him and why did he drift so far away from GOD. I don't know at the end of his life did he came back to GOD. (Answers anyone? Cause wiki does not give much info!)

But one of the things they wrote there really made me really sad.

"that one day in a stagecoach a lady asked him what he thought of the hymn "Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing." He responded, "Madam, I am the poor unhappy man who wrote that hymn many years ago, and I would give a thousand worlds, if I had them, to enjoy the feelings I had then."

Maybe I am a little emo tonight. But these past few days had been really hard on me and my spirit. .

A brother just drift so far from GOD. I always wondered...Once people seen and feel for real...The goodness of the LORD. How can they ever or even want to go away from it?

But seeing it happens. It pains me so much..And I can't think of how much MORE it even pain GOD! and I've heard and seen really faithful Christian who loves GOD so much..Serving the LORD in their youth. But at the end they left church and even GOD. For what? "love for the other person?" "Feeling died off" "Angry with GOD about why their life turns out this way" all others stuff.

I pray for those heart to turn back to GOD one day and fall in love with HIM again...and like the hymn...I pray also for myself that ...

"Here’s my heart, O take and seal it,
Seal it for Thy courts above."

Amen.

2009-10-01T21:26:00.006+08:00

Imagine for a moment. You're a father living with your only son and to you your son means everything in the world to you. You have a pretty humble life, working hard trying to give the best to your son. You work as those kind of people who lower bridge for the train to pass by.

*On the train everyday there were many kind of people. Those who were sad,angry,addicts....

One day just like any pretty normal day...The train was about to pass by the bridge and you were doing your same routine (Lowering the bridge.) But today something were really wrong. The train were 15min ahead of time and yet no order came to you to lower the bridge.

Your son was playing by the river side and he saw and wondered why was the train rushing at such high speed and yet the bridge were not lowered? He tried shouting to you and tell you what happened. *In the mind of the little boy he knew well that if the bridge is not lowered everyone in the train will die. Two options he had rush back and tell you or take things into his own hand..But knowing it will be too late for those people in the train if he was to rush back to tell you. So he took option two

The brave little boy remembered that there is a emergency box(Another way to lower the bridge) at the side of the bridge. So without any second thought he ran right there.

Back at your work station you saw the train coming and to your horror you found out the same thing as your son (Only way later) and you look out to the window to the river side and to even more horror you don't even see your son there! You look right to the bridge again only to see your son running there. You tried shouting at him to stop. But it's too late...

The little boy open the box and tried his best to reach in to unlock the valve that will lower the bridge but he was just too small to reach it and instead he fell inside the box into the moving parts of the bridge. You saw there happened.

You were confuse,scared,not knowing what to do! It is too late now to run to help him...Or you do that the people on the train will die, if you chose to lower the bridge your only son will die!

What will you do? Your son or the people in the train? Choice.

The story continue....The father in his pain made a really hard choice....He lowered the bridge only to watch the train pass by safely...Only to see and carry up with him the lifeless body of his only son...On the son's part....The little boy chose to put his life on the risk just to save those people....On the father's part...He made the choice to sacrifice his only son just to save those people...

People if this story did touched you somehow....Hey...GOD did the same thing back 2000 years ago....On the cross.

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life....John 3:16 Nothing is ever as touching and sweet as this....

GOD was there watching JESUS's suffering and even to the cross. JESUS died so that we can get pass the bridge to live...

If you can spend time reading all the love stories. People this is the greatest love story. A son's and father's LOVE for a fallen world. Not that the world deserve grace. But they did it out of love.

Thank GOD for HIS love..

A redeemed,A son,A bride of GOD.

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-09-30T22:34:00.004+08:00

Abide With Me; fast falls the eventide;
The darkness deepens; Lord with me abide.
When other helpers fail and comforts flee,
Help of the helpless, O abide with me. ~ From parts of the hymn "Abide with me"

I thank GOD that my walk with GOD and love for HIM and HIS people & word has been growing stronger. Unknowingly I find myself changing more into more loving. All thanks to GOD's love that was shown to me through lots of love and waiting (On HIS part).

I know that when school comes. Life will be harder. Lots of things and incoming hard times I fear my walk with GOD will be shaken, I pray GOD will Abide with me and always through life and even till death.

"I love YOU lord. Abide with me"

I need Thy presence every passing hour.
What but Thy grace can foil the tempters power?
Who, like Thyself, my guide and stay can be?
Through cloud and sunshine, Lord, abide with me.

2009-09-29T01:05:00.003+08:00

How could I

stand here

And watch the sun rise
Follow the mountains
Where they touch the sky
Ponder the vastness
And the depths of the sea
And think for a moment
The point of it all was to make much of me
Cause I'm just a whisper
And You are the thunder and

I want to make much of You, Jesus
I want to make much of Your love
I want to live today to give You the praise
That You alone are so worthy of
I want to make much of Your mercy
I want to make much of Your cross
I give You my life
Take it and let it be used
To make much of You

And how can I kneel here
And think of the cross
The thorns and the whip and the nails and the spear
The infinite cost
To purchase my pardon
And bear all my shame
To think I have anything worth boasting in except for Your name
Cause I am a sinner
And You are the Savior

I want to make much of You, Jesus
I want to make much of Your love
I want to live today to give You the praise
That You alone are so worthy of
I want to make much of Your mercy
I want to make much of Your cross
I give You my life
Take it and let it be used

To make much of You

This is Your love, oh God
Not to make much of me
But to send Your own son
So that we could make much of You

For all eternity

I want to make much of You Jesus
I want to make much of Your love
I want to live today to give You the praise
That You alone are so worthy of
I want to make much of Your mercy
I want to make much of Your cross
I give You my life
Take it and let it be used
To make much of You

I want to make much of You
Much of You Jesus (From the song "Much of you" Steven Curtis Chapman)

"Oh LORD let this be my prayer. Let my life be make much of YOU and FOR YOU. Just like this song. Let me give my life again and again each new day to YOU and for YOU. To make much of YOUR cross. Make my life YOURS. I am YOURS"

2009-09-27T19:39:00.002+08:00

Isaiah 53:5 But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.

I guess I don't need to talk much about this. Cause it speaks clear enough of GOD's love and suffering that brought us right with HIM.

2009-09-24T20:28:00.004+08:00

Hosea 2

16 : In that day," declares the LORD,
"you will call me 'my husband';
you will no longer call me 'my master. '

¹⁷ I will remove the names of the Baals from her lips;
no longer will their names be invoked.

¹⁸ In that day I will make a covenant for them
with the beasts of the field and the birds of the air
and the creatures that move along the ground.
Bow and sword and battle
I will abolish from the land,
so that all may lie down in safety.

¹⁹ I will betroth you to me forever;
I will betroth you in righteousness and justice,
in love and compassion.

²⁰ I will betroth you in faithfulness,
and you will acknowledge the LORD.

This camp was beautiful. Just like how the LORD deals with a unfaithful Israel according to the book of Hosea. The LORD deals with the sin BUT yet a FATHER's love and heart is strong, HE will make us fall in love with HIM once again just like back then the FIRST time (When you first met JESUS).

Through this camp, I've been blessed so much through and in the LORD and like a adulterous I need to face up my sin. But yet the LORD tenderly led me back to HIM and allow me to fall in love with HIM the second time (Rocking my soul!! woo!) And trust me it's better than the first time. I cried like a baby and yet the LORD was gentle I saw a hand that was nailed to the cross offering me a lift. To lift me up and a voice that keep sounding in my heart (neither will I condemn you, so get up).

The second time falling in love with the LORD is better than the first one

Shackled by a heavy burden
Neath a load of guilt and shame
Then the hand of jesus touched me
And now I am no longer the same

He touched me, oh he touched me
And oh the joy that floods my soul
Something happened and now I know
He touched me and made me whole

Since I met this blessed savior
Since he cleansed and made me whole
I will never cease to praise him
Ill shout it while eternity rolls

He touched me oh he touched me
And oh the joy that floods my soul
Something happened and now I know
He touched me and made me whole

From the song he touched me~ Elvis Presley

GOD bless all. Please turn again from your sin and fall in love with the LORD.

A redeemed,A son,A bride of GOD.

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-09-21T11:20:00.000+08:00

Off for camp from 21 to 24! see ya.

GOD Bless!

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-09-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

I am running it (: With the world! Wooo!

*no news for chinese photo...Yet again...Grrr

Til next time GOD bless &

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-09-02T18:32:00.007+08:00

*sorry people ):

No china photos of 05 today as I have got the picture yet. Oh well.

To make up for it I will talk about my day (:

As you can see from here this is Upper Peirce Reservoir

I cycled there from my house.

There and back I guess it is more than 10 Km?

Anyway the purpose of me going

there is due to a promise and something

that I wanted to do for a long time.

I was having supper with matt yesterday night

and I told him that if it will be sunny (tomorrow)

which is today I will spend

sometime alone with GOD

go to him in prayer and

read the bible,some books.

As i said before for

the past few weeks it has been raining.

So today the weather really

turn out sunny and perfect for outdoor! :D

So after many two really high uphill and plus

The road from home)

I was finally there thank GOD

I did not get attack by monkeys.

It was really awesome sitting

under the tree looking at the clear blue sky,

also spending time in prayer with HIM.

Asking questions

and listening to HIM speaking to me.

Overall it was really awesome

and I am really glad

that I have done this after lots of stressful stuff happened (:

It really renew my faith

and bring my walk with GOD to a newer level.

Thank GOD. HE is real (:

Okay folks I hope I did not bored you guys out.

I will try to get the

chinese mission trip picture soon (:

GOD bless & walk close to GOD.

HE is always just a prayer away.

Cya!~

Until then

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-09-01T13:47:00.007+08:00

*First day of holiday (:

Really enjoying it. Just chilling and think of nothing. haha

Random thought on a raining day. (Did not see much of the sun for the past two weeks!)

I miss china! I was there in liannan (Southern part of china if I remember) with the mission team ofmy church during year 2005.

It was really a first time of many new things to me. (:

1st time of

Eating and tasting funny looking food. (Snake meat,water snail, way lots of other funny stuff)

Interacting with students and staying over in one of the boarding school. (Through that I found out so much about their life and know that how blessed am I. They are really nice and humble people)

Cycling from one city to another.

Bathing in a village.

Playing with little kids from the village.

Shopping like no one's business

Learning to bargain for shopping LOL (It is a skill!)

Waking up in the morning in the cool air of the village early thinking about GOD.

Doing a prayer walk for the people of YAO while climbing up to the top of the mountain. (It's awesome and amazing to SEE how the house are build )

Trying not to expose my christian identity or else the police will hang my head.

Worshipping and having Sunday service at an underground church on Sunday.

Jumping around in the rocky and icy river in the village.

So much more that I would love to share but picture will do a better sharing than I do (:

This was how a village looked like in china not taken by me or my team during 2005. This was taken by the team who went just this year (: But it is pretty much what I seen back then.)

(As you can see chickens are like everywhere in the village)

(This shot is really cute haha I like this shot (:)

(I am not really sure if this was the river we played in. Cause like I said this was not taken during my trip (: But it would look something like this)

Next post I will post those picture that was taken during 2005 when I was there. (: Stay tune!

Until then

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-08-31T20:04:00.003+08:00

*finished

Thank GOD (:

Free atlast!~ free atlast! Thank GOD almighty! (:

Exams is over at you can see. Let my words be few (:

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-08-30T15:04:00.003+08:00

A little shoutout to the world.

Okay people do kill me if you like. Exams is still NOT over. (and I said I will only be back when it is over) But it is the last paper tomorrow! *Big smile! The last paper is always the hardest cause you just don't feel like studying for it. agh.

So well i am here to drop a little shout out to the world from sunny island singapore or rather raining island now singapore. To whoever you are & wherever you may be, be it in singapore or any parts of the world hope everything is well and may GOD bless you (:

See you when the last paper are over,

Until then,

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-08-20T19:16:00.008+08:00

Okay did I not said not I will be back here not until exam is over? D: Oh my I am sure bad at keeping promise.

I am here in a attempt to "Spice" up my blog alittle and try to get to know some new people! Around the world (:

Some random facts about me,

My name is LEON and I am a chinese as you can see at the picture below I am the guy at the most right. (Oh yes I am very tan up cause I just spend too much time doing sports under the sun and yes singapore is a all year round summer! ):

*I love spending time hanging around with my buddies from christian fellowship from my school they are like just the best people you can ever find! (: This was taken during my B day just nearly one month back I am 20 this year! (: Through people said I looked 16 or 17 . So is that a good thing? lol

* I love GOD. (OF COURSE) But I wont say that I am a BEST christian. Many times I let HIM down but I am learning and praying each new day that my life will be taken more out of my control into GOD's hand. (:

* I am currently studying for my diploma (chemistry) in Singapore polytechnic.

* I hope to be a teacher teaching chemistry and physical education in years to come back in the secondary school which i graduated 4 years back. (I was 16!)

* I WANT to learn driving SOON! (through having a car is really SO costly in Singapore.)

* I wish to adopt a child next time to my family (:

Is that enough already?? Cause I am really running out of things to say.

Okay I NEED to study now, exam are coming.

Until exam is over, ( It is real this time, I really mean it! D<

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

*Oh people. I need your prayer to get through this whole month of exams MANY thanks!!!

*Some thing wrong with my blog skin this morning when I log in here. Umm I have to make do with this current blog skin until I have the time to find a better one (:

2009-08-18T20:31:00.005+08:00

2 more weeks til exam end! (Holiday!!!) THANK YOU JESUS! :) and it'll be 3 more sems to go till GRADUATION!!!

Studying is tough. Being a student who is trying hard to not forget his purpose which is to live out for the LORD is EVEN harder.

But I know and believe firmly in the promise of GOD that. I will by HIS grace to make it through.

1st paper : Process Instrumentation.

( To be honest, I dislike this modules lots. Can't believe the juniors who will be enrolled into the same course as me DON'T need to take this or any other engineering module agh. Thank GOD it will be the first paper and I seem to be able to do most of the questions for the past year paper only 1 of 2 questions that I don't understand (Ask lecturer tomorrow!). Or else I will go nuts)

Second up!

Micro-bio

(I like this module alot (: Maybe it has always been my love in bio and chemistry that causes this. It is and will my A grade module ever since day 1 I started on this module! )

Last paper!! Engineering maths

( When I first started on this module this sem, my face were totally like this boy in the pic! I thought this would be my nightmare module. BUT! It turned out really well! THANK GOD! I like it better than process.)

Until exams is over,

Hakuna matata

Leon (:

2009-08-01T21:55:00.004+08:00

这一生最美的祝福就是能认识主耶稣这一生最美的祝福就是能信靠主耶稣走在高山深谷他会伴我同行我知道这是最美的祝福

Thank you eliza and chenghui for such wonderful 20th B day (:

Both of you are really sweet (:

Thank you jerick for your B day company and prayer and stay over (:

Thank you cai hong for the nice angel. I love it lots!

And my dear sis sheraline for your phiten (:

and all who remenbered and wishes me blessed b day (:

Thank GOD for all the blessing (:

Bye teen age.

and (quote from matt: yay! leave behind all the questing for identity!)

2009-08-01T21:55:00.001+08:00

这一生最美的祝福就是能认识主耶稣这一生最美的祝福就是能信靠主耶稣走在高山深谷他会伴我同行我知道这是最美的祝福

Thank you eliza and chenghui for such wonderful 20th B day (:

Both of you are really sweet (:

2009-06-29T19:28:00.001+08:00

On this day of your life, Leon, we believe God wants you to know...
... that humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.

Wow. Truly this is what GOD says to me today after feeling worn and defeated by the calculus paper. Thank GOD

2009-06-23T21:58:00.001+08:00

Hey people. I know that I am not a good blogger this year. This years has been crazy. and now I must say that I will declare to be "on hiatus"

Will be back when I am back (:

Still alive and kicking btw (:

2009-06-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

Even though the journey's long And I know the road is hard Well, the One who's gone before me He will help me carry on After all that I've been through Now I realize the truth That I must go through the valley To stand upon the mountain of God

2009-05-30T17:59:00.000+08:00

When loves takes you in -Steven C chapman.

I know you’ve heard the stories
But they all sound too good to be true
You’ve heard about a place called home
But there doesn’t seem to be one for you
So one more night you cry yourself to sleep
And drift off to a distant dream

Where love takes you in and everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart
When love takes you home and says you belong here
The loneliness ends and a new life begins
When love takes you in

And somewhere while you’re sleeping
Someone else is dreaming too
Counting down the days until
They hold you close and say I love you
And like the rain that falls into the sea
In a moment what has been is lost in what will be

When love takes you in everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart

And this love will never let you go
There is nothing that could ever
cause this love to lose its hold

When love takes you in everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart
When love takes you home and says you belong here
The loneliness ends and a new life begins
When love takes you in it takes you in for good
When love takes you in

"GOD is love~"

2009-05-22T11:58:00.003+08:00

http://chapmanchannel.typepad.com/marybeth/

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
(There's a place by God's grace)
There's a place where we'll see your face again

We'll see your face again

It's been one year..Can't wait to see you one day in heaven you sweet little girl!

We will see you *"soon" maria (:

*Cause to GOD all times is soon.

2009-05-13T23:41:00.003+08:00

It's easy to throw aside everything that you are doing for HIS purpose and go back to the norms of life esp when you're so tired and heck to bother about it. Just like peter and the rest. They choosen to go back to fishing even after they know that JESUS is alive! But I guess part of the reason is they are maybe tired. Tired and afraid of the weight of the ministry that is upon them. But the gentle side of JESUS assure them that HE is always with them. and the question JESUS asked peter three times. "Do you love ME?" "Feed my sheep."

So tonight people I guess some of you are like me tonight feeling tired and lacking the "fire" to carry on the things of ministry and at the same time have to take care of every other things like studies,work,being a good son,a good friend,a good brother helping others in need. So hard to do it esp when you have so many things at hand.

Well rethink the question. "Do you love ME? JESUS asked..Feed my sheeps." Living a life for GOD is just a job. But is because HE loves us and we love him back.

And rethink the promise. "I am ALWAYS with you till the end of age" HE is with us always. Even when we cannot see. (: Walk by faith not by sight

So thus. I will do GOD's work and continue studying hard for HIS purpose and HIS plan. My dreams to give HIM glory! (:

2009-05-07T23:22:00.001+08:00

To my dear Cf-ers.

Thanks so much for serving. Thanks so much for taking time out with me to get things done. It's my prayer to see CF grow as a family in the LORD...and seeing cf love the LORD and let's show that to the year 1..Show them our fire. That was passed on from people to people before us. Continue the work of the LORD that they finished for their part.(:

2009-05-02T13:00:00.002+08:00

In The Eye Of The Storm: Riding Out All The Storms In our Lives..

Maybe that is what i am and how I am made. To dash right into the storm and outride it! In life there will always be storm. But I know that GOD is with me. So insted of waiting for the storm to get to me. I will ride into it. Into the eye of it. And GOD will bring me and outride the storm with me.

That's why I can proudly call myself "Storm Rider" cause that is what I am (:

Cause the GOD of Storm rider will ride on with him and out ride!

2009-05-01T16:35:00.000+08:00

school week 2

Mugging starts

2009-04-16T02:57:00.003+08:00

Wow. It marks the first year I am in poly and CF (: Time passes so fast. Was reading my blog past post. Can't really believe how much I have changed. I have to said nowadays I am much more quiet? Is this for the better or worse? oh well I know that my faith and my relationship with GOD is getting stronger.

I believe as school start it will be a new term and year of reaching out and living it out as a example!

It's like this song.

Even though the journey's long
And I know the road is hard
Well, the One who's gone before me
He will help me carry on
After all that I've been through
Now I realize the truth
That I must go through the valley
To stand upon the mountain of God ~ From parts of the song. Moutain of GOD -third day

2009-04-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

"Mountain Of God"

Thought that I was all alone
Broken and afraid
But You were there with me
Yes, You were there with me

And I didn't even know
That I had lost my way
But You were there with me
Yes, You were there with me

'Til You opened up my eyes
I never knew
That I couldn't ever make it
Without You

Even though the journey's long
And I know the road is hard
Well, the One who's gone before me
He will help me carry on
After all that I've been through
Now I realize the truth
That I must go through the valley
To stand upon the mountain of God

As I travel on the road
That You have lead me down
You are here with me
Yes, You are here with me
I have need for nothing more
Oh, now that I have found
That You are here with me
Yes, You are here with me

I confess from time to time
I lose my way
But You are always there
To bring me back again

Sometimes I think of where it is I've come from
And the things I've left behind
But of all I've had, what I possessed
Nothing can quite compare
With what's in front of me
With what's in front of me

2009-04-11T00:33:00.001+08:00

saiah 53 (New International Version)

Isaiah 53

¹ Who has believed our message
and to whom has the arm of the LORD been revealed?

² He grew up before him like a tender shoot,
       and like a root out of dry ground.
       He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him,
       nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.

³ He was despised and rejected by men,
       a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering.
       Like one from whom men hide their faces
       he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

⁴ Surely he took up our infirmities
       and carried our sorrows,
       yet we considered him stricken by God,
       smitten by him, and afflicted.

⁵ But he was pierced for our transgressions,
       he was crushed for our iniquities;
       the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
       and by his wounds we are healed.

⁶ We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
       each of us has turned to his own way;
       and the LORD has laid on him
       the iniquity of us all.

⁷ He was oppressed and afflicted,
       yet he did not open his mouth;
       he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
       and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
       so he did not open his mouth.

⁸ By oppression ^{a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a]} and judgment he was taken away.
       And who can speak of his descendants?
       For he was cut off from the land of the living;
       for the transgression of my people he was stricken. ^{b]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[b]}

⁹ He was assigned a grave with the wicked,
       and with the rich in his death,
       though he had done no violence,
       nor was any deceit in his mouth.

¹⁰ Yet it was the LORD's will to crush him and cause him to suffer,
       and though the LORD makes ^{c]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[c]} his life a guilt offering,
       he will see his offspring and prolong his days,
       and the will of the LORD will prosper in his hand.

¹¹ After the suffering of his soul,
       he will see the light of life ^{d]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[d]} and be satisfied ^{e]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[e]} ;
       by his knowledge ^{f]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[f]} my righteous servant will justify many,
       and he will bear their iniquities.

¹² Therefore I will give him a portion among the great, ^{g]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[g]}
       and he will divide the spoils with the strong, ^{h]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[h]}
       because he poured out his life unto death,
       and was numbered with the transgressors.
       For he bore the sin of many,
       and made intercession for the transgressors.

Consider these words:

OH, TO SEE THE DAWN, Of the darkest day: Christ on the road to Calvary. Tried by sinful men, Torn and beaten, then, Nailed to a cross of wood.

Oh, to see the pain, Written on Your face, Bearing the awesome weight of sin. Every bitter thought, Every evil deed, Crowning Your bloodstained brow.

This, the power of the cross: Christ became sin for us. Took the blame, bore the wrath -We stand forgiven at the cross.

Now the daylight flees, Now the ground beneath, Quakes as its Maker bows His head. Curtain torn in two, Dead are raised to life; 'Finished!' the victory cry.

2009-04-05T17:36:00.001+08:00

I am looking forward to school to start, can't wait to learn new things and mug (:

Maybe I should start to mug and recap before school starts (:

I am a good boy (:

Most of all. Can't wait to let the work of GOD to be done through me. Touching life. yay (:

2009-03-28T15:04:00.002+08:00

I just dreamt that I was being poisoned by a snake and one hting I know for sure. I am dying. -_-" It was a real near death feeling. It was really scary.

I remember I was being very quiet and still trying to kill the snake with a home made flame thrower. But surely I know I am dying everymoment. I remember telling the LORD in short. There is much I want to do yet I am dying now, woah scary scary yet sick to think of it. agh nightmare.

I only have today to live for the LORD. It will be HIS grace that i will live through tomorrow. So I will live in such way that I have no regret living for the LORD.

2009-03-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

Home lyrics

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

these lyrics are last corrected by Britney Spears

2009-03-13T14:19:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh. I don;'t know why there is a sudden out break of rash on me!!! x( agh!

Anyway. Hols are boring. Honestly I rather be studying. It's only the second week and i am already starting to dig out my book for last time and do the questions to keep what I've learnt inside.

School outreach has been good (: Got to know alot of new people. A great chance to reach out. A time to catch up with teachers. and affirm on what I want to do. To teach (:

Okay the rash is soooo agh! Cannot touch~!!

2009-02-26T22:12:00.001+08:00

Well. That's it for now. Can't believe I've finished my year 1 in poly just like this *snap Looking back I'm really thankful to GOD for bringing me into poly..Looking back on how sem 1 were like for me.Not able to cope with poly's fast speed teaching I still remember how badly I did for sem 1! I remembered entering into exam hall not being about to do MOST of the questions. But GOD is really good. HE brought me through.
Sem 2 (this sem) I have made up my mind to mug hard and score. Through I've to say I am not there on the level of (scoring) yet. But I believe it is GOD's plan for me to look at area which I am trust HIM and area which I can improve on. I've done my best for this sem and I am glad and thankful that I've improved so much as compared to last sem. Whatever my results are this sem I offer it to GOD in prayer and I do pray that year 2 will truly be a year that I will SCORE (: for I have learnt by heart through GOD's grace on area which I can and will improve on.
Whatever my results is, it's for HIM and to the dreams I have for HIM. For HIS glory! PUSH ON too my fellow brothers and sisters in CHRIST. HIS grace is enough (: So fear not if you face down hill. You are sure to learn a good lesson through HIS grace (:

2009-02-21T22:56:00.002+08:00

人生的理想是為主發光
拭去了淚水使我們更堅強
路依然漫長
別失去盼望
痛苦時記得有主在你身旁
為主來夢想為主來發光
雖然有挫折但我不用沮喪
主是我力量主指引方向
我們的日子有夢想有燦爛的陽光

As I was wondering will I be able to score all the A's that I aim for since the start of this sem? Will i be able to make it to uni? Will I be able become a teacher? Although I had to said that I really did very well and had improved a lot since last sem. (Example, enter into exam without knowing even how to do one single question!) Well I tend to lose heart. Losing faith. What's ahead seem to be a blur, and with two more paper to go makes me lose all my "feel" to study for all my coming two paper. ): However this song just came to my mind. Esp the part that I just posted on top. How beautifully the words are!

Our dreams in this life is to shine for the LORD. No matter what GOD is still with us. Although the road is long but don't because of any small tipping rocks on the road make us forsake continuing running for the LORD.

I will get there and become a teacher! Even if this sem's result is not what I may have wanted. But I am reminded that there are always area who the LORD is teaching me to improve on (:

Don't lose hope, don't sign since I already committed to the LORD in prayer. Go on for the last two paper! tata off to mug for the whole night!

2009-02-21T17:15:00.001+08:00

One down. *pfew.

2009-02-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

FATHER I pray for strength and discipline to finish this last lab of year 1. It is really so tiring just to study when I just feel that everything is almost done. LORD discipline please FATHER. I pray thee will work through me.

Amen

2009-02-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

Just how dumb and careless can i get during test?

Not first but SECOND time in a row.

LEON LU. LEARN TO READ THE BLOODY QUESTION FIRST BEFORE DOING!

@$%^%!%&! ): This feel sucky.

2009-02-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

Kind of piss that I always make careless mistake when I am doing the paper. ): Cause of those careless mistake like (Never read the question well enough and write wrong time) that cause me to lose little marks! That may take away my A to B + )):

But on the brighter side. My good GOD is good to me (: and my lecturer said something. (I really hope that you can get atleast a A) I really thank GOD for people who believed in me (: It just give me strength and keep doing. Angels in my life (:

Thanks buddy joel,aaron,abel. This three pals whom I grew up with in church through my teenage and also in my christian walk thanks for all the encouragement.

Thanks my darling CF-ers (: Mei mei mich,Jie eliza,Cheng hui,Josh,luke,kat,dawn and all of you loving people for all encouragement (: Let's push on!

haha this morning was feeling blank and scared before the paper start =/ thanks alot to cheng hui for the sms haha (: It made my day.

Pretty flowers by the road way really made the walk better (: Thank you GOD (:

With this (:

Keep pushing. I will get to my dreams of becoming a teacher! (:

Thank you LORD

2009-02-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

Lyrics:

Jesus Christ, I think upon Your sacrifice
You became nothing, poured out to death
Many times I've wondered at Your gift of life
And I'm in that place once again
I'm in that place once again

And once again I look upon the cross where You died
I'm humbled by Your mercy and I'm broken inside
Once again I thank You
Once again I pour out my life

Now You are exalted to the highest place
King of the heavens, where one day I'll bow
But for now, I marvel at Your saving grace
And I'm full of praise once again
I'm full of praise once again

Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the cross, my Friend

Thank you JESUS...for your love..YOur cross.

2009-02-02T15:47:00.002+08:00

*aghhhh I can't!!!! It is so near yet so far!!! HELPP!!! I am dying!!! Oh no!!! got to keep my steps!! Don't fall.....no no no!!! *hit the floor...*BAM...*dead....Nah just kidding. : D

It is getting near now. (: Exam is going to come and be gone soon (: Now is finishing up the little little bit (: and plus. HOW could I fall when I am holding on to the LORD? Sometimes it might be alMOST falling. But UTMOST is holding me (:

I'm good hallelujah (:

*ahhhhhh dying...dying... HAHAHA kidding lar. I am really good ((:

2009-01-28T19:46:00.001+08:00

Man I am tired. My body is tired...........................roawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I want to finish out studying before exam. exam. exam. Sighhhhh

rant rant rant.

Get lost. Leon

2009-01-27T22:27:00.002+08:00

"Complete" by Parachute Band

Here I am, Oh Lord

I bring this sacrifice,

My open heart,

I offer up my life.

I look to you Lord,

Your love that never ends

Restores me again.

So I lift my eyes to You, Lord

In Your strength will I break through Lord

Touch me now, let Your love fall down on me

I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm, I will hold on, Lord,

And by faith I will walk on Lord,

Then I'll see beyong my Calvary one day

And I will be complete in You.

Man. When I was listening to this song. Flashback came to my mind. cf complete all the good and fun times. Above all it is learning to see beyong my calvary that one day I will be COMPLETE in the LORD.....For now. Whatever that may come for this coming year I will HOLD on to the LORD MY FATHER GOD! Amen

2009-01-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

Not my will ..but YOURS....Not my understanding and reasoning but YOURS FATHER GOD..GIve me soft soft and teachable heart...Also a humble & smiling attitude to learn to take things as it is..Good or bad...Just to TRUST YOU and to say/know that it IS YOUR perfect will for me. Part of the lesson plan that YOU have for me. GIve me LOVE for YOU first and foremost and LOVE for myself and OTHERS....Let me place my pride and hope in YOU only..FOr YOU ARE my GOD. My BIG DADDY GOD and there is none others. If I were to be proud I will be proud in YOUR name.

Thank you FATHER for your everlasting love and YOUR perfect plan & place for me.

Love,YOUR son...

Amen.

(箴言 3:5-6 (Chinese Union Version (Simplified))

5 你要专心仰赖耶和华，不可倚靠自己的聪明，

6 在你一切所行的事上都要认定他，他必指引你的路。)

(Proverbs 3:5-6 (King James Version)

5Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

6In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.)

2009-01-22T12:19:00.003+08:00

Can you believe it????? I did my stupid RWP (The module I talked about in the last post ._.) report till 4 am this morning! Keep clicking just to check if I did follow all the format properly and stuff. Working in the dark and seeing till my eyes went blur and I was so tired that I saw the picture of rose growing right on the com screen!! O: ( Lucky got cheng hui to keep me accompany. Haha how come? Cause she is also doing her project!! lol )

But it is a whole new experience never have a work till so late before. Agh But it is a big work done. Now only left the page number and checking through. I have till the whole of new week. (:

Man I am so tired out.

Oh great. Can study with a focus mind now (:

Thank you GOD...

2009-01-21T13:50:00.003+08:00

Nothing to write nowadays. Wow. Soon I will be year 2 in poly :O 1 year is going to pass just like this *snap*. OKay I dislike one modules "Report writing and whatever crap you call it" It is really hard to score for THAT modules ONLY..The lecturer REALLY expect alot from us and it's not easy to get A for any of the test. Bs. -_-" I dislike this. 3 more weeks to final sem exam. After that it will be LONG hols :D I should call MOE up and sign up for relief teaching!! :D But let me clear my exam first.

Well yesterday was the last cf for this sem. Which means it will be the last cf for the year 3 as a student cf-er ): Odd. No farwell address or what. They just end it quietly....Well well more or less the new ex-co will be ready to take over (: Shall see about that.

Also I would to be more active in my church as well!

With alot of young mind new in the church. It's time for me to take care of them.

haha so random.., I am full of random stuff today hahahaahaha

Out,

leon

2009-01-18T16:11:00.002+08:00

They asked me once what is my passion?

I answered ......My passion is to touch life by teaching what I love for the LORD...

That is why. I want to be a teacher (:

2009-01-16T18:12:00.001+08:00

update.

2009-01-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

I'm far away from what I've known
And there's static on the radio
Just a girl in a car on a lonely highway
I've been up and down this winding road
It's getting dark, the stores are closed
The map is wrinkled, my coffee's turned to grey

But I'm on my way, I'm on my way
There seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
'Cos I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Sweet embrace, I'm on my way

So many beat-up cars on this dirt road
I see them sputter and start to choke
How many miles must I go till I rest in your grace?
I feel like giving up and letting go
Let the world invade my mind, my soul
Will this road make me a sinner or a saint?

But I'm on my way, I'm on my way
There seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
'Cos I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Don't give up on me, I'm on my way

I can picture your smiling face
Your arms stretched to hold me
Waiting there by the gate
If I ever get lost, I know that you'll find me
There's a cross on a hill
Saying, "Do not be afraid"

I'm on my way
If I keep you in my sight
I know I'll be alright

'Cos I'm on my way, I'm on my way
There seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
'Cos I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Don't give up on me, I'm on my way

I'm on my way

2009-01-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

I do wish that I have more than just strength and grace. What elder david said is right. Our bodies are still affected by what is happening around us. Like, how things and random things can make us so sian and sad. How things can make us confuse and piss off. People can also make you sad too. I think it's the worse of it all!

People whom you WERE close to and whom you really care ALOT just don't seem to even care!They will be so caught up...and stick with other people. THEY FORGOTTEN THAT YOU WERE THERE FOR THEM!! Am I looking for reward of being cared back? NO! I'm a human too! I too need some love and care! Not like I am being so selfish but I need. I can't go out without little encouragement each day.

Oh man. Should I just leave all this aside and say, I don't care anymore. I really want to. But GOD say no. Hold on. I want to and I will still try and wait for GOD to show me. Through it hurts. ) _ :

Well no one will read this anyway.

2009-01-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

New year. So many changers to be made and get use to. Changer are never easy I guess. Got back my Mid sem test result (: Got to thank GOD that I did not just well but really well!! 2 A's one B's thank GOD that one of my lecturer was so kind to me to push up my marks from C+ to B (: But well I can do better! I do pray and trust so,at the same time doing my best so (:

Still working to the dreams I have for the LORD! (:

I will get there with GOD (:

2009-01-01T16:16:00.003+08:00

Happy new day people (: It is a new year.

This morning as I was walking home (From darryl's countdown bbq /stayover at his house)...As I was looking at the very first sunrise of 2009,it's a simple but yet so beautiful sunrise. I was praying to GOD and said. "LORD may this be a new start." and as I watching the swiftlet flying,enjoying the cool morning sky...So the LORD told me "Never will I let anyone look down on you again,since you've made a choice to give me glory so in ME you'll be great." That is my new year promise from GOD HIMSELF (:

and this year. I shall listen more to HIS voice....BE still more often..

Good year.

2008-12-31T15:26:00.000+08:00

Good bye 2008. Welcome 2009..

2008-12-31T10:49:00.003+08:00

New year is coming..Less than 1 more day and sadly it's a sad way to end a year with things like this. But it is okay (: I shall not be sad. Life is still long ahead for me,this is just a lesson plan GOD has planned for me to give grace to forgive and to understand. I know that it's a new day so I shall leave yesterday's sadness behind and start a new year with a smile. (: Trusting GOD for a great year ahead! Working closer to the dreams I have for HIM. I will reach there one day (:

2008-12-30T22:56:00.003+08:00

It sucks....When all you want to do is just do your best for GOD and chances are not given to you...It's okay..But judgment are being passed on you cause you are misunderstood. And it hurts to know that those are from the people whom you look up to and trusted on. It hurts. and YET you got to keep it strong there and bite your lips and smile on....Through it really hurts on the inside.

LORD....I don't have strength to keep things in check and smile as if nothing is going on.

It's okay. Grace to forgive. Rest for strength. Time to understand.

2008-12-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

It's school again tomorrow. Man I wish I have the joy and the strength to say bring it on! Maybe it's the starting of school on the almost last day of the year and worse still mid sem test results. I do wish I can do very well. Cause passing is no problem,scoring is. Oh well trust and be content. Trust and be content.

Anyway. I do wish that I will be able to meet my future wife soon,maybe it's during the questions and answers during disciples training class where the question of BGR and future partner thing is being rise up. Okay....I am not sad about it or what cause I never found mine yet. I mean why should I be? But I guess it would be nice to see her soon in my life (:

Oh well. Whatever the result is tomorrow. I can still score for final sem paper that's what that counts!

2008-12-27T12:58:00.003+08:00

This heart inside me beats because
You loved enough to take my cross
I'm alive
You gave Your life to shatter death
So even after my last breath
I'm alive ~ From parts of the song "i'm alive" by brian littrell.

Just thinking this morning that how much GOD really loved me and so many others. (:

May I as a teacher to be next time learnt to carry my student with me as like how CHRIST carried me,to learn to love even when I know that I will not be appreciated at times,even when I know that I will be hated,dislike and disrepected for doing the right thing but JESUS went through much worse...But! Look long ahead not short term (: It'll be worth it!

2008-12-25T20:03:00.003+08:00

A: Hey do you know where can I get something that can plays mp3,4, go online anytime I like & can keep alot of stuff like musics,photos and stuff.

B: Dude, it is called an I POD touch. *Holding the I pod touch in the hand looking at him.

hehe so random.

Anyway, what is my christmas wish and hope for this coming new year?

Well. I guess it would be.....Breaking every limits in me and gain new ground (:

and to be the very best in everything I want to do and to do with whole hearted.

I pray for a spirit of zest for GOD and to live it well for HIM in this coming year.

Come whatever may, I will fight you with GOD (:

2008-12-24T01:27:00.002+08:00

(MAN! Just written a lot of stuff and the thing just GONE with the ctrl-Z too much! AGH! So people now sure you read everystuff I wrote here!)

Okay here we go. Yes christmas is here again. This year just passed by like this huh? So what is christmas to you leon? I asked myself this year. Every year I will do a sharing on the real meaning and reason of christmas,and this year I will do a short sharing. (: Here we go "again"

John 3 :16

"For GOD so LOVED the word that HE gave HIS only SON...."

I am sure most of you know this passage well. Christmas is indeed the season of like what they always say "A season of giving and sharing" and where does that come from? GOD. GOD gave HIS one and ONLY SON JESUS to us during the first christmas 2000years back as our first chrismas gift and what is behind the meaning of this gift? Love (: Cause GOD is love 1 john 4 :8, and JESUS in all HIS glory gave up HIS rights as a heaven king just to be born like a normal baby on christmas morning. HIS birth place was not even a proper one but a manger. HE humbled HIMSELF to the very last min of HIS life on earth just to give us life. This is the real meaning of sharing and giving. and GOD did it on the first Christmas (: So like wise. GOD gave us this gift on christmas..are we going to take it or throw it away?...For those who already got the gift....Share it or keep it to yourself? I encourage everyone that the gift that GOD given...Does not end with just that. It's change your life (: No...It's not something that I am trying to psycho you to, not just an idea of it. But it'll be real to you once you take it and understand it and one day you shall see it happen before your very own eye! (:

End of my sharing for Christmas 2008 (:

and since it's also close to the end of 2008 I shall do a sharing of thanks giving (a list of great things that happened during 08) (:

1: Thank GOD for HIS love and grace once again that brought me through this year indeed I grew closer to HIM and love HIM more...Thanks for those good,happy, painful and hard time LORD...I have learnt and now I give you glory! (:

2: I am still glad and happy when I think of the fact that GOD had answered my prayer. HE really sent me a little sister that I long to have (: Through she (Jetaime) is not my real blood sis, but I really treat her like my little sis..For the first time in my life I have learnt and feel and see it for myself what is it like being a older brother (Taking care & teaching her) Though I am not a very good brother and I always bully her and make fun of her. But I am very proud of her! and I really love this little sis (: This is what I call (A brother's pride!)

3: Coming to poly and joining CF (: Coming to poly was really a breakthrough in my life! I am no longer in the lowest and now I am equal with many of the rest (Though that's not the point.) The point is GOD made it for and with me (: HIS grace is enough! CF...Woah...It's because of CF my walk with GOD and my seeking heart for GOD and doing HIS will grew alot (: I love everyone in CF...I thank them for being my colours. (:

4: Aaron my long lost brother in christ, finally reture to church after so 2 years of leaving the LORD's side. ONe day HE just msned me and say HE wants to come back to the LORD....( _ : ISnt it the greatest thing you want to hear? And since than...HE heart and seeking for the LORD grew...

Lastly..I am here to thank GOD for FINALLY FINSHING THIS POST...

I am tired good night. Later still have to wake up write cards.

Night.

Blessed CHRISTMAS ALL (:

2008-12-22T03:08:00.001+08:00

Feels real good finishing what I am supposing to do! My formal report. Woah. Praise GOD. 4 hours of hard work (:

2008-12-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

It's not the same once you know for sure that you are living for GOD (:

I know....It's not just a idea of it....It's for sure. Not something to physio myself.

Thankyou GOD for telling me your purpose for me in this life. And helping me work part by part toward it. Thank you....

FATHER...Though I know the road will be hard,dry and long in the near future.....I know,just like how you brough me through it. So you shall forever do it (:

YOU are my GOD that cares. Amen.

2008-12-19T11:24:00.001+08:00

NEVER SAY DIE! LIVE FOR THE LORD!!

2008-12-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

"The truth is... Sadly. What is the point of caring so much for people when they need someone by their side and they just push you aside when they are in a happy mood. The truth really hurts. It's been a sad day for me. But still at the end of the day,when I know that GOD is always faithful by my side. O LORD please find me faithful to you too. Good night world...Tomorrow shall be better than today."

2008-12-18T22:19:00.001+08:00

felt like shit now.

2008-12-17T14:40:00.003+08:00

RAHHHH pain pain pain pain! Man Pushed myself too much yesterday at gym...Umm It seem that the more sleep I get the more painful it gets. (Following me? Got what I meant? Muscles pain lar!)

My upper body hurt like someone beaten me up. But the point is I don;t get it. It seem that after I gym....Nothing went wrong. Til I slept. So it really puzzled me alot. Oh well MAYBE will learn it in sports science in NIE (:

Anyway. Pray for me that I will never forget my purpose as a christian (: May I walk closer and closer to GOD in whatever I do. Yup.

2008-12-15T00:31:00.001+08:00

LORD lift me up. ..YOU can and YOU will.

YOU are my help...my purpose and my strength.

IN YOU i will find hope and not give up!

Give me a soft and teachable heart.

Show me that going through all the pain is worth it.

Amen

2008-12-14T19:30:00.002+08:00

Snap out of it!

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistence
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and you could be
Between how it is and how it should be (yeah)

(CHORUS)

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

Dare you to move~! switch foot

2008-12-14T17:15:00.005+08:00

People who are born in christian family! PLEASE know be content that both of your parents are christian... It really hurts thaT bad to be persecuted by your own parents! Why? Because of the world apart differences. I have tried to understand them but I just find it harder and harder. All I want is to keep the plant that I've planted for so many years.. IT'S A LIFE FORM! and you know what my mum say? It's USELESS! and when I still insist of keeping it. All she do next is just burst out and say all kind of stupid and no link stuff and she started to blame the teaching in church.

and know what I really want to do is just to get out of the house and not come back. It's no point anymore right? What did I do? I just want to keep my plant! Why? Because it's something that has got life! and this is not the first time. Years back she did the same thing to the little poor chick that I wanted to keep and it DIED outside in the end! Have she got no compassion for living being? I HATE IT.

All she want is just respect and things done her own way no matter it's right or wrong. And when its not done she's piss and blame it on church and GOD.

MAN. Alright. Enough ranting.

2008-12-13T21:52:00.001+08:00

B \ Building 429 \ Glory Defined

There's always a better way
there's always a bridge that needs crossings
there's always the straight and the narrow
the wide and the shallow
But I know that you're guiding me
and the best is yet to come
You've given me hope for tomorrow
and I know some day

Chorus:
I'll wake up to find
Your glory defined
and I will finally bow at your feet
I will lift up your name in honor and praise
when I cross over Jordan
I know that I'll be running home to you

It's always the simple things
it's always the obvious that crashes over me
It's always in front of me
it helps me to remember
this is what I live for
and I can't wait

Chorus

there's never a question in your message
never a moment without your presence
there's never a doubt in my mind

"LORD remind me to live well for YOU. TO see YOUR face at the end of my life will be my joy! Indeed one day

I'll wake up to find

Your glory defined
and I will finally bow at your feet
I will lift up your name in honor and praise
when I cross over Jordan
I know that I'll be running home to you (:

2008-12-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

Moments I thought that I can't run anymore

"YOUR strength carried me"

Moments I thought what for?

"YOUR love show me at the end of the day that it's worth it."

GOD YOU ARE SO GREAT! YOU are real. I know. Cause life without YOU is just no reason and purpose. Without a GOD....There will be no us!

2008-12-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

Haha happy birthday little sister (: Don't think you will read this but...HAPPY 14 to you (:

Thank GOD for this little yet cheeky little sister into my life this year (:

Thanks for being my sis. And know that kor is always DAMN proud of you no matter what. and kor will always be there for you (:

GOD bless you so much little sister! and kor love you (:

Enjoy.

"LORD I pray for this little sister of mine...I thank YOU for bringing her into my life and making her like my real sis. Thanks for the prayer answered (: I pray for her that she will live a life that is bless by you.....LORD FATHER...I pray that she will know you and be part of the wonder plan YOU had (: Bless her FATHER....May she always be happy and cheerful! (: Amen!"